i got a seasonal job back in chrismas at sephora and then a puzzle zoo over at southcoast plaza. i was keept on for sephora but not for puzzle zoo however i love the ppl at puzzle zoo and go visit every now ans again.
iv decided to go into massage therapy which is a trade thus i need to go to a traid school= $$$ that i curently dont have. schools range from 12,000 to 20,000 depending on the school (for a holistic aproch) the school iv decided to go to is NHI or National Holistic Institute= 15,000 + buying a table=150-300. i need to get money to pay for school hence work.
i got a tattoo which my parents disaprove of alot and thus up intill a little bit ago i was unable to drive at all however due to mu scedual ending so late iv been alowed acsess to the car for work and school if it dosent interfear with anyone elses schedual for now….. so ima need to buy a car sometime soon
i have a stepfather who adopted me a while back whom i have a … strange relationship with… we agree on movies and thats about it…. we didnt get along at all and then it calmed down but last year he lost his job(and isnt looking for a new one) so hes kinda depressed and drinking eather/ both of which are turning him into a jerk again. especialy when it comes to helping around the house. he yells at me b/c im doing some thing school related rather than housework so that i do it and then he gose and watches tv… which frustrates the crap outa me but i dont want him and my mumj fighting so i deal. this addeds alot of pressure to me on top of school and the whole how the fuck am i guna payfor shit thing.
ately been having anxiety attacks… fun?
my parents are leaving for a week which is guna be great b/c it’ll give a a senario where i have to care for myself withought help as well as deal with everything my litttle brother has to do and all b/c hes staying with me. if i do excelent then i think it proves that im capable of moving out within a year and that the way i live is semidecent for what i need to get done. if i stress out about shit and it gose ok but i freak out in anyway or feel like its to much then ill think about it andtry to work on the things that might become and issue living alone/away.
but ya thats basicly an update to my life. nothing romantic or anything b/c i dont feel like geting into it and i have to go to class now.
any q’s feel free to ask